isa’s never ending identity crisis

Hogwarts houses. Yes. Again.

Thing is. I’m not a Slytherin, because I’m way too soft and honest to be that. But then again, I have major trusting issues and I never really show emotions.  I’m a huge pessimist and I’m not a warm person (even though I can appear to be one).

I have good grades and am fairly creative, but I’m too damn lazy to study, which makes me not-so-much a Ravenclaw. I could have been a straight-A-student but I just can’t have myself to prioritise that.

Which also excludes Hufflepuff, since I’m not a hard-worker. I am stubborn as fuck and very loyal, but too manipulating. See, I’m too much Slytherin to be in Hufflepuff, but too little Slytherin to be in Slytherin. But I know very well how people work and sometimes I can’t help but take advantage of that (which makes me feel horribly guilty).

I’m not particularly brave and I’m scared all the time. Yes, I would sacrifice myself in a heartbeat if someone was in danger, and I never give in in a fight, but I also tend to run away from my problems. I do have a bit of a hero complex and I have a bad habit of seeking out people in trouble to help them, but I rarely put myself in  stupid dangerous situations and I never allow myself to lose control.

I’m just running in circles, because it feels like I’m equally torn between all the houses.

I’ve never felt so much like a muggle